Insane-Hearts;

Thursday, July 12, 2007

heys. this is the lyrics of the opening song of black jack 21 tt i thought was rather meaningful. just to share with you guys.:
Even if Life is filled with Sorrow
No one will ever be truly Lonely
When i Look up at the Sky as i Pray
I felt as If i could hold your dear Smile
Although i Struggle through the forest of dilemma
My feelings will endure for all eternity
More than a thousand I Love You
I want you to be here
No one can Replace you
Your smile will be the light leading me to tomorrow
and Towards the Sun in the Sky
Honestly, the reason why i liked the opening song was because of the first 2 sentences. so, please, even when you are feeling sad, know that you are never alone, for one will always have family and friends there for them.
Love you guys loads
-lixin
missing you now and forever

go crazy;

11:43 PM

To Insanes:

Dream what you want to dream;

Go where you want to go;

Be what you want to be,

Because you have only One Life and One chance

To do all the things you want to do.

-quin

go crazy;

9:41 AM

To my two dearest friends

Sorry for backing out last minute.
I'm really just can't bring myself to go out and enjoy when I’m feeling so low. I don't wish to spoil everyone’s night by being so blue…depressed and what not. Most probably I did spoil the night by not going. Sorry.

I'm not in my best state of mind now, most likely the worst ever but I’m trying real hard to pull myself out of this mess that i burdened myself into. I guess its best to tell you gals what going on with me so that maybe my weird actions could be justified and if I ever do step beyond the line of sanity, you gals can pull me back.

I in the process of acknowledging and healing old wounds am just during this process figured so many things out. And I’m quite frightened by how much I ran away from them and tried to bury it deep down hoping it will never reappear ever. There are so many characteristics of me now that are the result of my refusal to admit them. I don’t really know who I really am now.

Frankly, I’m really disappointed with myself for being such a coward running way from my problems. But now facing them, I can’t help having the feeling of shutting myself from everyone. I know I’m not supposed to do that I’m not running… just seem like I’m fighting with the devil of my old bad habits that is draining me from enjoying what there is out there. I guess I need some readjustment and time before I’m back to normal. Please bear with me till then.

Love,
mun

go crazy;

9:32 AM

missing you, missing me and missing what was.
don't like this font that i'm writing in.
current rot status: maximum
watching soo much anime that i have already maxed out e anime webbie bandwidth limit.
playing soduku. missing ppl. thinking. afterall, a wisemen once siad. an idle mind is a devil's workshop. will post up the pic from our hiking trip and hk trip soon. sry. my com is slightly nuts. was reformated and now it's still nuts. i guess it's just like me.
signing off.

go crazy;

11:32 PM

Got this random thing off blogthings.com
And it's so darn true, it's scary.

For munmun:

Your Life Path Number is 7

Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning

You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life.

You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights.

A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way.

In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit.

While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme.

You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends.

Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you!

for cookie:

Your Life Path Number is 1

Your purpose in life is to lead others.

You have great drive and determination. Nothing is going to stand in your way.

You seek out challenges and the spotlight. You'll take all the work - and all the glory.

Status and success are important to you. You demand the best from everyone and everything.

In love, you tend to take a protective role. You enjoy being the provider in relationships.

You expect others to be like you, and as a result, you are often disappointed.

A little selfish and vain, you always put yourself first.

Remember, everyone already knows you're great - you don't need to remind them!

for quin:

Your Life Path Number is 4

Your purpose in life is to build your vision.

You are practical and responsible. You work hard, knowing that there are no shortcuts in life.

You work for a better life for yourself and those you love, but you are not an idealist.

Trustworthy and honest, you also demonstrate great courage. People can count on you.

In love, you are a loyal and committed partner. You are the ideal spouse.

You don't give up easily, and sometimes you can be too stubborn and unwilling to change.

You also can be too conservative at times. You sometime miss out on good opportunities.

Also remember that not everyone can work as hard as you, as disappointing as that is!

go crazy;

10:02 AM

What am I doing at home on a beautiful Sunday?
Cos my dearest friends are in Hong Kong.. WITHOUT ME!!!

Oh! Poor lonely forlorn and forgotten me... =((((
HAHA

Anyway girls, hope you're enjoying your trip there and are constantly thinking of me!
I'm utterly bored now and decided to stay at home today.
Walked from bb to je library and back again, lugging 5 books back. Bookworm wriggles!!!

Oh yeah, I've already accepted the invitation to stay in Sheares hall so yeah, I'll be staying there for a year! Hopefully I'll survive there?

Sheares Hall camp was fun! Though there were hot guys and nice guys, but I'm still in the GUYS-R-JERKS phase. Arts camp starts next week.. Omg, haven't exactly recovered from the last camp.

Oukie. Go out eat food shop shop walk walk and go crazy crazy CRAZY soon OKAY!

Your poor friend here misses you two.

-quin

go crazy;

6:17 PM

hello.... been a long long time since i've updated the blog. hehe.
sigh. my com has been reformated and everything is gone....
today was rather a milestone for us three. we finally went to do the tree top walk.
my goodness. it was a disappointment.....
we were so tired and poor mun mun fell. haha. i got the pic.... hehehehehe. but, ya.
we walked arnd 10 km.... not too bad took us three hours.
it was scorching hot and we were smelly...
these past few weeks were rather weird. i mean, well, there's a saying tt says the more some things change the more they remain the same. ??
will load the photos at a later date.
cheerios
lixin

go crazy;

5:13 PM

Y three gals
three wackos
ONE FRIENDSHIP
One Love

"It brings me back to good times,
memories galore passing my mind.
I can't help but laugh slightly
as I think about our friendship."

:) 8teen
:) 29 Sept 1988
:) love cookies

wq and fm are my best buds man...not exactly best buds cause i hv none... but they are one of e best ppl to have as friends... fm is e cold, cool calm one while wq is e sassy, blur, tech-savvy one and i'm the noisy, sarcastic,irritating one amongst us... well, enjoy reading the blog n chill... :D

:) 8teen
:) loves CHOCOLATES
:) loves nites
:) loves walking in the rain

known lixin and wei quin since sec 1... had lots of fun & laughs together... more to come :) luv u gals!!!

:) 8teen
:) 2 March 1988
:) Star-lover

well.. the trios are mun, li and me! known lixin since primary 5 and since than.. we've had a hell lotsa fun together! hahas.. know mun thru li.. basically we're crazy people who love hanging out with each other! hehes.. u guys rock! forever friends (:

1) Cleaning void deck with plastic bag & water

2) Walking in painful heels the whole day

3) Taking the wrong bus which never stops

4) Being lunatics at the underground

5) and the list goes on