Insane-Hearts;

Monday, February 20, 2006

haha
my goodness, i screwed up my phy spa, which will be counted in the a levels...
what a joy
i dunno whether to laugh or to cry
i feel terrible
i feel disappointed
i feel angry
i feel frustrated
i feel that i've let myself down....
wat made it even worse was tt becuse of this mistake, i failed e entire section.
if it had not been for the mistake, i'd guess tt i wld have had done well...
e mistake was stupid... an expensive lesson i'd say
but it was sooo crazy...
i have decided... i think it's better to cry...
it pains me...
maybe it's 'cause of e expectations i place on myself..
i have had always believed tt one shld nv expect much of others because they r out of our control and hence, we may be disappointed easily...
but i have always felt tt it was right to expect things from our own selves...because we r in control of ourselves, hence, its more devastating if we were to disappoint our selves...
long story short...
i messed up n i'm feeling bad....
-lixin

go crazy;

7:31 PM

Y three gals
three wackos
ONE FRIENDSHIP
One Love

"It brings me back to good times,
memories galore passing my mind.
I can't help but laugh slightly
as I think about our friendship."

:) 8teen
:) 29 Sept 1988
:) love cookies

wq and fm are my best buds man...not exactly best buds cause i hv none... but they are one of e best ppl to have as friends... fm is e cold, cool calm one while wq is e sassy, blur, tech-savvy one and i'm the noisy, sarcastic,irritating one amongst us... well, enjoy reading the blog n chill... :D

:) 8teen
:) loves CHOCOLATES
:) loves nites
:) loves walking in the rain

known lixin and wei quin since sec 1... had lots of fun & laughs together... more to come :) luv u gals!!!

:) 8teen
:) 2 March 1988
:) Star-lover

well.. the trios are mun, li and me! known lixin since primary 5 and since than.. we've had a hell lotsa fun together! hahas.. know mun thru li.. basically we're crazy people who love hanging out with each other! hehes.. u guys rock! forever friends (:

1) Cleaning void deck with plastic bag & water

2) Walking in painful heels the whole day

3) Taking the wrong bus which never stops

4) Being lunatics at the underground

5) and the list goes on