hey peepsies!

now quin ish here to update!
hees..
dun complain i didn't...

anyway.. i'm in micasa hotel now.. in malaysia..
attending my grandma's funeral..
and it made me think alot..

somehow.. i don't feel so sad leh.. not because i don't love her or anything.. but more because.. she's now in a happier place.. without any sufferings..
when i saw her in the hospital last week.. she was suffering.. and in pain..
at least she's alleviated of it now..
she was one great grandma...
she was the best mother she could be to her children
and the best grandmother she could be to her grandchildren.
i know i'll always miss her.

well.. funerals are full of ppl breakin down.. full of incense.. full of traditions and cultures..
i don't understand a single thing!
when i saw her in the coffin lying peacefully.. somehow.. the image don't seem to register leh.. dunno.. weird feeling. it's like.. the person i once knew.. no longer existed.. i could no longer reach out to her.. no longer communicate to her.. it jus.. ends?
and when she was cremated.. her body has ceased to exist on earth.. hmm
i guess every starting has to have an ending huh?
i was thinking.. if no one cries at ur funeral.. it would be such a wasted life..

i'm sure she's somewhere.. reunited with grandfather.. i'm sure.. she has found eternal peace.

i guess life goes on huh..
but yeap.. a lesson to learn..
Treasure Life!
u never know when it ends..
when i went to see the urns at this place.. i realised some of them where quite young.. i even saw a 5mth old infant.. sad huhs..

kays.. u guys take care!
hang out soon!

*Mun: happy holidaying! dont' waste ur days!
**Lixin: See ya on monday gal! mishhhh yaa..