Insane-Hearts;

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

heyhey!!!
today was my school's sports day and even though my house was rather pathetic, i did enjoy myself.
sitting there, toasting my butt, perspiring, feeling bored....
the high of the entire event was: bursting balloons.
it really IS a therapy....
after so much effort taken to blow the balloon, you simply burst it.
it's like releasing all your pent up frustrations and worries...
haha, a split second of euphoria.
sigh, things are currently not looking too good for me...
i'm unfocused and i simply lack the "strength" to go on...what i mean is, i'm running low on my mental capacity. i feel like a well that's starting to dry up...
it's demanding. life is.
it seems that we are all faced with demands all the times...
demands to excel and perform.
haha....
life's like that...
i remember reading this somewhere...
imagine a buoy, fixed at a location in the endless sea.
each time a wave hits it, it sinks, yet after awhile, it floats again(upthrust)...
but just when it reaches the surface, it is hit again by another wave.
in my opinion, life's similar to this analogy
but, i guess the thing is to persevere till the very last...
yuck, easier said than done...
recently i've also grown extremely sick n tired of the voyeuristic ppl...
i don't blame them...i too am one of them
but the million dollar question is, when is enough truly enough?
sigh...
i guess that some just simply help themselves...
also, i have recently added another to my already long list of my bad "characteristics"---- double crossing, lying bitch. how's tt?
haha....
without people like me, who would be able to differentiate between the nice and the mean?
pls do not misunderstand...i'm not trying to glorify the act of betrayal...i'm merely stating a fact.
ps, i'm also a narcissistic person...
anyways....i think i'm also slighty screwed in my emotional department...
sometimes i'm just too tired to care....
it's better to let things work out the way they are meant to be
and take things one step at a time.
cheers!!!
-lixin

go crazy;

7:16 PM

Y three gals
three wackos
ONE FRIENDSHIP
One Love

"It brings me back to good times,
memories galore passing my mind.
I can't help but laugh slightly
as I think about our friendship."

:) 8teen
:) 29 Sept 1988
:) love cookies

wq and fm are my best buds man...not exactly best buds cause i hv none... but they are one of e best ppl to have as friends... fm is e cold, cool calm one while wq is e sassy, blur, tech-savvy one and i'm the noisy, sarcastic,irritating one amongst us... well, enjoy reading the blog n chill... :D

:) 8teen
:) loves CHOCOLATES
:) loves nites
:) loves walking in the rain

known lixin and wei quin since sec 1... had lots of fun & laughs together... more to come :) luv u gals!!!

:) 8teen
:) 2 March 1988
:) Star-lover

well.. the trios are mun, li and me! known lixin since primary 5 and since than.. we've had a hell lotsa fun together! hahas.. know mun thru li.. basically we're crazy people who love hanging out with each other! hehes.. u guys rock! forever friends (:

1) Cleaning void deck with plastic bag & water

2) Walking in painful heels the whole day

3) Taking the wrong bus which never stops

4) Being lunatics at the underground

5) and the list goes on