Insane-Hearts;

Monday, December 18, 2006

hmm, here i am writing again. i guess im just bored so, if your gg to read this entry, you have gotta humour me. thanks.

To: no one in particular but someone out there

the emptiness that echoes within me can't be described simply by a few words nor can it be described by a lengthy essay.
i'm missing you, so very badly, yet if only i knew, who you were.
this may not sound logical, but it makes perfect sense to me.
day after day, night after night,
the loneliness gripes me and the harder i fight against it, the tighter it wraps itself around me.
misery needs company, what bout loneliness, does it not too need a companion?
during the moments when i'm awake, i try to forget.
forget about you, forget about what was, what might be and what will be.
when i'm asleep, the emotional turmoil swallows me into the endless pit of misery and humiliation.
so please, the next time you see me, let me go.
let me go with the wind.
where i'll be free.
with the clouds as my support
with the sky as my playground
with your happiness as the pillar of my strength.

.....................................and i dunno how to continue..............

and here it is. tt's all i want to say. it does not mean anything but it means something. btw, there really is no "you" cause even i dunno who the "you" is. then again, how often do we lie to ourselves? maybe there is, maybe there isn't. tt's y i do not like to think too much and this is e classic senario of what happens if i think too much. my life ends up imitating the soap operahs. haha..... i think we need more spice in our lives. heys. why not one of you continue it?might help relief the boredom and tension.
-cheers
lixin
the biggest bullshitter ard.
:D

go crazy;

12:36 AM

Y three gals
three wackos
ONE FRIENDSHIP
One Love

"It brings me back to good times,
memories galore passing my mind.
I can't help but laugh slightly
as I think about our friendship."

:) 8teen
:) 29 Sept 1988
:) love cookies

wq and fm are my best buds man...not exactly best buds cause i hv none... but they are one of e best ppl to have as friends... fm is e cold, cool calm one while wq is e sassy, blur, tech-savvy one and i'm the noisy, sarcastic,irritating one amongst us... well, enjoy reading the blog n chill... :D

:) 8teen
:) loves CHOCOLATES
:) loves nites
:) loves walking in the rain

known lixin and wei quin since sec 1... had lots of fun & laughs together... more to come :) luv u gals!!!

:) 8teen
:) 2 March 1988
:) Star-lover

well.. the trios are mun, li and me! known lixin since primary 5 and since than.. we've had a hell lotsa fun together! hahas.. know mun thru li.. basically we're crazy people who love hanging out with each other! hehes.. u guys rock! forever friends (:

1) Cleaning void deck with plastic bag & water

2) Walking in painful heels the whole day

3) Taking the wrong bus which never stops

4) Being lunatics at the underground

5) and the list goes on